Full Moon of individual mutation and of learning to overcome immature unquestioned acceptance of other people's guidance and conditioning. Struggling to reject or learning to rejecting misleading propaganda and misinformation and finding deeper solidity in our OWN judgment. Seeking new forms. Separating from conditioning or staying on our path despite all conditioning, resistance, and doubts, and maybe even enjoying overcoming these obstacles, to flip people the bird without giving a shit. Truly enjoying the strength derived from doing you.
- 20 October 2021 14:56 UTC: FULL MOON in 220.127.116.11 (Aries) in waxing quincunx to the South Node in 18.104.22.168, opposite Mars in 22.214.171.124
Black Moon Lilith of the previous New Moon in 126.96.36.199▽ (Gemini)
Black Moon Lilith of THIS Full Moon in 188.8.131.52 (Gemini)
Black Moon Lilith of the upcoming New Moon in 184.108.40.206 (Gemini)
Fending off interference, machos, chauvinists, misogynists, bullys, deliberate or delusional misinformation and propaganda, and all the wrong suggestions for collaboration or for projects.
Persevering in the face of opposition and conditioning, and rejecting even well-meant advice if the shoe doesn't fit. There might be a lot of advice that is well-meant, but totally unfitting, and that only stirs people's fears of failure and of doing something (possibly through misinformation) instead of supporting them.
People can be extremely immature with this transit and trample on other people's emotions, totally running them over. There might be extreme conditioning going on to bring the other person to either stick something out that should not be stuck out, or to abandon something that should not be abandoned and that is really close to the person's heart.
At the time of me posting this, we are past the weeks of people showing others the way, or trying to do so. Now we are headed into finding out own path and expressing that awareness despite what other people think the way is. A movement creates a counter movement. Pressure creates counter pressure. Now it is time for a 2nd line mutation, which means: differentiation in its deepest possible form, emancipation of the individual, which is what Ra's approach to Human Design is rooted in and which is a part of what Human Design is supposed to empower.
This full moon brings a 2nd line mutation, and it is especially important to my fellow 2nd line profiles (2/4, 2/5, 5/2, 6/2): If you let other people persuade and condition you into walking a path that's not your very own path, you are road kill. You need to push them back and go your way. You are the epitome of individuation and differentiation, and as such, you can be trailblazers, you can empower others to live themself as well, and you can even have enormous impact on society although that's not the point. The point is that you can only find and uphold your spirit and get to your true calling if you refuse to follow all the wrong calls, and if instead you blaze your own trail against all resistance.
Up to this week and including this week, we have been dealing with an evolutionary direction of finding deeper self-awareness, and finding out how things work for us individually. In order to walk your path, it is absolutely not necessary to know how things work for you – but it certainly helps to know who you are, how things work for you, and if it simply gives you the necessary certainty to hold momentum. The less we know ourself and how things work for us, the more mistakes we make, and the more we suffer.
There also will be those who reject to look within and to look at their shadows, especially the unpleasant ones that evoke shame and deep uncomfort.
They might even think that their avoidance is what it means to be harmonious (despite that lack of inner harmony), or that there is something wrong with the other person who has found awakening and tries to raise the bar.
That's rubbish, and just an attempt to avoid having to look at ones own shadow lingering in the depth, because looking at it is painful and because they are utterly afraid of what they will see, so they don't look and blame it on you or try to condition you into a direction that's unevolved and disharmonious - into their direction full of shadow. But you are you. And you don't have to put up with it. You have your own path, and you are totally equipped to walk it.