New Moon of waiting for the right moment to take action despite external pressure, conditioning, disapproval, and subjective judgments - or actually taking action in the hope for a life direction of greater beauty and harmony. Making the best of a situation that we can't correct right now, while we apply the necessary small steps, and while we apply power and force objectively and evenhanded based on higher principles, but also reject flagrant interference with absolute severity and without regret.

    6 October 2021 11:05 UTC: NEW MOON in▲▽ (Libra) conjunct Mars in▲▽ and Mercury in, opposite Chiron in, in waxing quincunx to Uranus in▲, trine BM Lilith in▽, trine Saturn in▲
    Black Moon Lilith of THIS New Moon in▽ (Gemini)
    Black Moon Lilith of the upcoming Full Moon in (Gemini)
Rupert Bunny - Angels Descending

This can be about waiting, preparing, and acting on the small steps, while recognition through feelings nurtures the right perspective. It is about enduring disapproval and not letting ourself be discouraged by others who do not recognize our talents, or by those who trample on us while wanting to be nurtured by us. A typical situation under this new moon might be that someone is working on their dream career, but still remains unrecognized by certain people, institutions, or relatives who condition and pressure them to head for a standard job that will break them in the long run, or who try to condition them into working with them to get a piece of their cake. This new moon is about the need to overcome the uncomfortable feeling that comes with having to boldly reject such interference, or with rightfully having to react in extreme ways to any other flagrant persistent interference without any regret. Especially, you can't have regrets about not supporting those who fuck with you and who use force against you out of lower emotional motivation, and you can't accept any of the manipulative guilt trips they give you because they don't manage to milk out of you what they want. There are people who are here to be a reward to others, and there are people who are here to be a punishment to others, and then there is a lot of mishmash in between. There are abusers and there are those who are being abused, and that becomes blatantly obvious when we study Human Design deep enough to truly understand its ways. We need to stop trying to use the Human Design system, “no choice”, and “love yourself” as a rationalization and excuse for the ongoing abuse carried out by the abusers. It's delusional to think that someone who violates others can and should find self-love because Human Design shows that that's who they are born to be and that's not their choice. Who we are born as is not who we are born to remain for our whole life, a persons chart also shows their evolution. A person who acts abusively can change and evolve. Many never do and never find awakening and transcendence of their beast, but some do. Someone who abuses others can only find self-love through correcting their action. They can delude themselves and focus on other things that distract them from the issue, but if they do not find correct action, somewhere hidden deeply in the back of their mind, they will always feel like a piece of shit for a reason (and realistically their self-hatred is not even your problem and not your cross to carry, that's theirs and their thing to overcome). They can only love themselves if they stop violating others, find awakening, and find correctness of action, and that will never happen if we continue to tolerate their shit. It's not your obligation to accept violation and to willingly turn the other cheek. It's your obligation toward yourself and toward those people who are important to you and who don't want to see you suffer, to draw healthy boundaries, if necessary with extreme severity, or if the situation is too threatening and dangerous, with misinforming the abusers as a mean of defense. Let's not underestimate the danger in others, or the general challenges on the way.

By the way, as we are already talking about not being held back by insecurities or not feeling ready yet - bear with me about the spelling mistakes in the recent reports and the many reports cyclically published all at once in a row. I'm currently just trying to get the reports out there whenever it fits well despite massive work load and things on my plate, and if there will be mistakes there will be mistakes. I hope it's not that bad that the meaning gets distorted.